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aadhyamayanu njan ormakurippu ezhuthunnath... Ezhuthan thudangumbol thanne enthanu ezhuthendathennu ariyunnila oduvil njan enne kurichu ente nombarangale kurichu ezhuthai thudangam ennu karuthi...!!! Ente aadhyathe pranayavum aa pranayathil ente hridhayathe novicha nombarangalum njan ivide kurikunnu,..! Aval ente snehitha avalude name njan ivide parayunnila, ente aadhyanuragam avalodayirunnu cheruppam thotte ulla ente koottukari njangal cheruppam muthale snehitharariyunnu njangalude baalyakalam santhoshakaramaya dinagal ayirunnu kaliyum chiriyum inkkangalum pinagalukalum ellam innum ente ormayil thelinju varum. Njangal valarnnu njangalude manassu baalyakaalam vittu ente manassil avalodu aadhyamay orupadu sneham thonni thudangiyirunnu eppozhum avale kaananam orupadu neram samsarichirikanam avalodu ethra samsarichalum mathivarilla, avalodothulla dinagal ennum manoharamayirunnu eppozhum punjichi thukunna chundukalum kusrthi niranja bhavathode nokkunna kannukalum avalude mukhathe manoharamakiyirunnu ennum oru pularkkaala swapamayi ennum thelinjirunnu aval ente akatharil....anganeyirike orunaal aval ennodu paranju avalkenne ishttamanennu njan appol enthu parayanam ennariyathe avale thanne nokkiyirunnu poyi njan thirichonnum parayatheyirikunnathu kandappol avalude maayatha punchiri avaludemukhathu ninnum maanjirunnu punjiriyillatha avalude mukham njan adhyamayanu kanunnath, avalenne onnu nokkiyittu nadannakannu... appol ente manassil oru veliyetamundayi aanjadikunna thiramalakale pole santhosham kondum avalodulla sneham kondum manassile ishttam avalodu parayanakathe vembukayayirunnu, kunjunaal thotteyulla ente ishttam njan avalodu paranju engopoyi maranjirunna punjiri veendum pathiye avalude chundukalil virinju... avide ninnum thudangi njangalude pranayadinagal santhosham niranja aa dinagal adhikam neendu ninnila njangalkidayirlekku nomabangal vithachu kondu viraham kadannu vannu....! karanam onnum parayathe avalennil ninnum akannu dooreku poyi maranju, karaye piriyankazhiyatha thirayepole avalethedi njan alanju oduvil njan avale njan kandu avalude punjiriyum kusrthiniranja nottathode ulla mukhabhavavum maranjupoyirunnu... Vedhana niranja kannukalode onnum parayathe thanne ellam paranju kondu aval nadannakannapol aval oru vaakku paranju "ELLAM MARAKKANAM"ennu avale eniku nashttapetu ennayatharthyavumayiporuthapedan eniku kazhinjilla erulmoodi kidakkunna vazhikalilude njan sanjarichuthudangi ormakalayi marayunna mohangalum nomarangal mathram tharunna swapnagalum ennil vida parayathe nilkunn,.. Ente ellamayirunnaval innu matoralude swanthamanu..,....engilum varnagalillatha ente pulrkkaala swapnagalil aval oru nizhalchithramayi theliyunnu.....