ഓര്‍മ്മ കുറിപ്പ് ,പാര്‍ട്ട്‌ 1

"innu marakkanavatha ormakalilude manasu sanjarikumbol ennil vidarunna nombarathin neduveerppukal aval ariyunnudayirik -anam...! Kannukal adachal theliyunnathu ninte aa thilakkamulla kannukal aa kannile krusurthi niranja notam... Punjiripozhikun -na aa chundukalodu koodiyulla ninte mukhavum oro kinavilum ente kootinundayirun -nu....! Cherupamthotte ulla kalikoottukaray -a nammal valarnnathu pettannayirunnu -balyam kadannu koumarathilethi -ya nammude manassukal thammil orumichathu annoru mazhayulla divasam ayirunnille? Athe annoru mazhakalamayiru -nnu karmegagalvannu -eruladanjathu pole mazha peythuthudangi kaatum veeshiyadichuko -ndirunnu nee ente chare ninnu mazhathullikale -kaykondu ammanamadi kalikunnathum noki rasichukondu njan punjiriyode nilkumbol polum pratheekshichir -unnila njan nee ente nenjil cherumennu.. Pettannayirunnu -shakthamaya kaatum ediyum minnalum undayath pettannula aa ediyum minnalilum pedicha nee enne kettipidichu ente nenjileku chernnu annu peythukondirunn -a mazha eniku pranayamazha ayirunnu. Manasil mohangalku chirakumullachu -urakangalil swapnagal kulireki annu peytha aa mazhayil ennil pranayam enna vithu mulachu... Pinnidulla oro dhivasavum avale kaanatheyo samsarikatheyo enik kazhiyillennayi -avale kaanatha oro nimishavum enik oro yukhangalayi thonniyirunnu.. -.avalude chiriyum mozhiyum avalodulla ente ishttathinu aazhamkoodukaya -yirunnu..... Pakshe ente ishttam njan avale ariyichirunnill -a avalilum ennil peytha pranayamazha peythirunno ennu enikariyillayir -unnu..

Oru dhivasam njangal samsarichirikun -navelayil njan avalude samsarikumbol ulla oro bhaavavum nokikondu chodhichu enik ninne ishttamanu ninakum ennodu ishttamundo.. Avaludane paranju ishttamundalo nee athu ithuvare manasilakiyille -? Njan paranju aa ishttamalla enno ariyathe ente manasil nee mohamayi mari ennum ente jeevithasaghee nee undakumo pettannulla ente chodhiyam kettu aval enne pakachu nokki kurachu samayam aval onnum parayathe enne thanne nokiyirunnu appozhathe ente manasikavastha paranjariyikan patathathayirun -nu mazhaku vendi kaathirikunna vezhambaline pole avalude marupadikayulla -ente kaathiripp aval onnum mindathe ezhunnetapol njan paranju enikoru marupadi thannittupoyal mathi ente ee mohangal verum ormakal mathram akan vendiyayirunno ennu ariyananu aval appozhum onnum parayathe ente arikil vannirunnu pettannayirunnu -aval enne cherchu pidichukondu ente kavilil oru mutham thannath njan sharikum appol nenjittipoyi ente swapnagalil mathram nadannirunnath yaatharthyamaya -th vishwasikan kazhiyathe njanirikumbol aval paranju... Ee chodhyam njan orupadu munbe prathikshichiru -nnu pakshe nee onnum paranjila ente manasil nee ennum ente swanthamayirunn -u njan ithu ninnodu parayan kazhiyathe kazhiyukayiyiru -nnu innu ente jeevithathile santhoshamulla dhivasamanu ee divasam njan orikalum marakkillada..p -inneedulla naalukal pranayathinte dhivasangalayir -unnu pranayathinte madhurangal nunanju oro dhivasavum kozhinju kondirunnu njangalkidayil.